BELOVED MELON HEAD
I tell myself that I’ll never forget
the way you looked
so pleased with yourself today
clapping when I sang
“If you’re happy and you know it”
Apparently
you were happy.
I yearn to imprint the image of you
reaching for the toy bin to pull
yourself into it or even how you
get so frustrated at not being
able to aim your crawling
(flopping like a floundered fish),
yet can stand at the play table,
pound away making all
sorts of devious
noises.
There isn’t enough
Tylenol.
How many times have Dad
and I giggled together while
you slurp your noodle;
sucking it right up– a bird with a worm?
Memory fades, but poems are forever
I love you my Buddy, my monkey boy
with the cheese-eating grin.
Just because you have a melon head
doesn’t mean you ain’t smart…
You are my little Ray of sunshine,
the one who painted my world in color
(I hadn’t known I was living in
black and white) with big bold strokes.
You are Beloved.
Copyright 2008, Wynelda Ann Deaver
2 Comments
Ray is lucky to have you for a mom! “your little Ray of Sunshine” I like that.
I have tears in my eyes … I am trying to envision that little melon head of yours.